
“I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, you don’t deserve my best.”
Iam extremely neurotic.
♥I strive for perfection in everything I do, though I don’t always achieve it. But I can always say I tried. ♥I am overly critical of myself and ♥I tend to over obsess over what other people think. ♥I expect from other people only what I expect from myself. ♥I try to be a loyal friend and ♥I cherish lasting friendships. ♥My feelings get hurt easily for some reason.. ♥I guess you can add overly sensitive to my description. ♥I insist on having some kind of control in every situation (that’s bad, huh?), ♥but I can appreciate criticism. ♥I am extremely annoyed by bad customer service, ♥but I am the first to pay a compliment when props are due. ♥I am so very competitive! ♥I just like to put my best foot forward to put it nicely. ♥ I’ve been told that I am way too quiet & somewhat of a snob, but really, I’m just shy & can be a bit intimated. If you can break thru my wall then you must be very special.*wink* ♥ I am in love with a man who is like no other. ♥He is my soulmate and my friend… and then there’s ♥Rian, my baby boy. ♥The cutest little man ever created! (Then again, I could be a lil biased). ♥My family means the world to me. ♥I would bend over backwards for the people that I love. Last but not least, ♥I love God. He has gotten me thru some tough times, and ♥He continually humbles me. ♥He is my rock. Without Him, there would be no me. =)♥ psalm 139:14
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The crazy in me…
I am the kind of girl who will laugh about something that happened yesterday! ♥I have a really bad temper – i admit it & shamefully,quite the potty mouth i will always win an argument whether i’m right or wrong. ♥I can be manipulative overly critical & a bit judgemental but i have the best intentions. ♥Marco thinks i’m crazy cuz i sing radio/tv jingles out of the blue!♥ what can i say? i have a gullible submissive mind. ♥I will not chomp on a kit-kat whole and ♥I eat with a fork AND a spoon always.♥I have a lead foot and drive like a madwoman but have never gotten a speeding ticket (knock on wood). ♥I once dreamt that i was in an episode of scooby doo.no lie. ♥I insist on having some kind of plan of action in every situation.♥ and for the life of me i can’t whistle.. ♥I think I have ugly feet, therefore, ♥ no matter how relaxing it may seem, i will not get a pedicure professionally, that is. ♥I have a mild case of social anxiety disorder! ♥nothing some good medication can’t cure. hehehe! ♥ Ironically, inspite of this lengthy ode to me, I am a very private person & can get viscious if you meddle. I have a lot to say but ♥ I tend to hide behind pen & paper because i can be me w/o pressure. ♥I get anxious when it’s too quiet.♥silence is deafening.♥
“I’m scared of everything. Of who I am, of what I did, what I say. But most of all I’m scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life, the way I feel when I’m with you.”
♥oh and yes! quite obviously, a sucker for cheesy movie/quotes
♥from: dirty dancing♥

