me…

“I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, you don’t deserve my best.”
- Marilyn Monroe

 

 

Iam extremely neurotic.jigglybitzI strive for perfection in everything I do, though I don’t always achieve it. But I can always say I tried. I am overly critical of myself and I tend to over obsess over what other people think. I expect from other people only what I expect from myself. I try to be a loyal friend and I cherish lasting friendships. My feelings get hurt easily for some reason.. I guess you can add overly sensitive to my description. I insist on having some kind of control in every situation (that’s bad, huh?), but I can appreciate criticism. I am extremely annoyed by bad customer service, but I am the first to pay a compliment when props are due. I am so very competitive! I just like to put my best foot forward to put it nicely. I’ve been told that I am way too quiet & somewhat of a snob, but really, I’m just shy & can be a bit intimated. If you can break thru my wall then you must be very special.*wink* I am in love with a man who is like no other. He is my soulmate and my friend… and then there’s Rian, my baby boy. The cutest little man ever created! (Then again, I could be a lil biased). My family means the world to me. I would bend over backwards for the people that I love. Last but not least, I love God. He has gotten me thru some tough times, and He continually humbles me. He is my rock. Without Him, there would be no me. =)psalm 139:14

 

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The crazy in me…

jigglybitzI am the kind of girl who will
laugh about something that happened yesterday! I have a really bad temper – i admit it & shamefully,quite the potty mouth i will always win an argument whether i’m right or wrong. I can be manipulative overly critical & a bit judgemental but i have the best intentions. Marco thinks i’m crazy cuz i sing radio/tv jingles out of the blue! what can i say? i have a gullible submissive mind. I will not chomp on a kit-kat whole and I eat with a fork AND a spoon always.I have a lead foot and drive like a madwoman but have never gotten a speeding ticket (knock on wood). I once dreamt that i was in an episode of scooby doo.no lie. I insist on having some kind of plan of action in every situation. and for the life of me i can’t whistle.. I think I have ugly feet, therefore, no matter how relaxing it may seem, i will not get a pedicure professionally, that is. I have a mild case of social anxiety disorder! nothing some good medication can’t cure. hehehe! Ironically, inspite of this lengthy ode to me, I am a very private person & can get viscious if you meddle. I have a lot to say but I tend to hide behind pen & paper because i can be me w/o pressure. I get anxious when it’s too quiet.silence is deafening.
I’m scared of everything. Of who I am, of what I did, what I say. But most of all I’m scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life, the way I feel when I’m with you.”
oh and yes! quite obviously, a sucker for cheesy movie/quotes
from: dirty dancing