am i such a bad person if another person’s good news hits like a ton of bricks? i mean, honestly? if i weren’t so overcome with jealousy i really would be happy about it.
really! no lie.
i AM happy!
but it’s just kinda tucked away behind the self pity & envy emotions.
sooner or later my happiness will shine through.
and i won’t have to put on my plastic smile.
it’ll be real.
it will. 
see?
i’m starting to feel better already!
it’s allllllllll good! 
hey there my seester… r u sure this is not about me???
Who or what triggered this little rain cloud of yours? So sorry you’re feeling blue – love u lots and am here if you ever wanna talk!
p.s. there’s still hope. *hugs*